Happiness comes in small packages

Friday, October 27, 2006

This plant has brought me more happiness than anything else in the last four weeks.

I've been dealing with a mild bought of homesickness lately, and despite my best efforts to keep optimistic and upbeat, my roommate Kristi took notice to my change in mood. Today I returned home from my English lesson (I've started to teach English privately to make some money on the side), only to find another student, though oh so friendly, seeking help with his English homework. After helping him, I sat down at my desk, once again tired and worn out, just hoping to catch five minutes of quiet to recharge my batteries before having to head out onto the cold, windy streets again. Kristi sat quietly on her bed, reading, watching my every move - probably just making sure that I was okay, or so I thought. I then booted my computer and noticed something was amiss with my desk. There sat a plant, with messages hanging from different leaves. I looked at Kristi, who had a wide grin on her face. I had been talking about buying a plant since getting here - it makes a place feel cozy - but kept putting it off knowing that my money could be better spent elsewhere (aka - making copies of needed texts, buying groceries, etc). I looked at the plant, then looked at Kristi again. No words were needed - though I surely thanked her profusely many times, while bubbling over about my present. Kristi made my small dorm room seem a little more like a home for me, and to her I'm incredibly grateful. Thank you, Kristi!
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I have found the Love Train

Thursday, October 26, 2006

I have found the Love Train. It rides between the Lenin Library in the center of the city to Yugo Zapadnaya at the end of the red line. As I boarded the train tonight on my way home from a lovely dinner with new acquaintances, I could feel the my muscles relax as I took a seat and rested my tired feet. I looked around, and realized this train was different. Everyone was smiling. People do not smile in Moscow. I looked around and at the back of the car there were a couple of young men having a great time playing their guitars on the train. Passengers slightly bobbed their heads, a slight smile on each of their faces. How I didn't hear the music first, before I noticed everyone smiling, I don't know - somethings stand out more than others in Moscow. As if in a movie, a young student boarded the train, saw the small group and sat with them. After bobbing his head a while and figuring out the right chords, he pulled a harmonica from his bag and started to play with him. The smile on each passenger's face grew. Two stops later, a policeman got on the train. The band kept playing, though everyone stopped smiling for a second, waiting to see what the policeman would do next. He walked over to the band, who were anxiously continuing their song, and then stood between two of the guitarists and started bobbing his head to the music as well. The smiles returned to everyone's face, and the policeman wore the widest of them all.

On this small, dingy traincar - one of hundreds riding tonight in Moscow - passengers got a treat on their way home. I was very thankful to be one of them.




The view from my window. Clear days are few, now that the weather is getting colder. Visible is the Moscow Institute of Radio Technology and Yugo Zapadnaya - the southern-most stop on the city's red Metro line.


My desk on any given school night. Or, now that I think of it, any night of the week.


Moscow State University, which as of the end of this year, will be the largest university in the world, hosting over 100,000 students.


Me! Standing in front of Moscow State University, just on the edge of Sparrow Hills.


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"The Sites" in Moscow - Red Square

Saturday, October 21, 2006

GUM (pronounced Goom) - Moscow's most famous, but perhaps now least visited mall. It is located directly on Red Square as it is a state-run shopping center, and used to be the crown jewel of consumerism in Russia. Now, there are hundreds of malls in Moscow that would put any American shopping mall to shame.



Lenin's Tomb - Deserted on this Sunday afternoon, ten years ago you'd have to stand in line for hours to see him, today, we waited 20 minutes.


St. Basil's Cathedral - In my opinion, the most beautiful site in Moscow. Located at the end of Red Square, the cathedral was built during the time of the infamous Ivan the Terrible.

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What a group

Sunday, October 15, 2006

At the Submarine Museum in northern Moscow.
(From left to right: Me!, Tomash (Poland), Kristi (Hungary), Pavel (Russian - a real Muscovite!), Andrash (Hungary), and Mikhau (Poland).)
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The park across the street from the university dorm. Very pretty!


"Student refrigerators". Ahhh, the luxuries of being a student...
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Miscellaneous Takes from Moscow


Unfortunately not all things translate clearly from one language to another! (They're tasty nonetheless!)




The White House in Moscow. Unlike the White House of the US, the White House in Russia is home of the state parliament, not the President (he's in the Kremlin!).



Ah, I see subliminal advertising has made it's way to Russia. If you don't see what I'm talking about - you're a better person than I am!


My humble abode at MGIMO.
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Anna Politkovskaya's Funeral

Saturday, October 14, 2006

The best part about being in Moscow is being able to experience the events you would normally only hear about in the news back home. After the death of Russian journalist and human rights activist Anna Politkovskaya, a friend and I decided that it would most likely be more beneficial for us to attend the funeral than our last class that day. (Sorry Mom and Dad!) Here, we are waiting outside of the cemetery's hall to pay our respects to Anna's body and her family.


One of the most interesting things about going to Anna's funeral was to learn the difference between what actually happens and what gets reported in the news. During our 3 1/2 hours at the funeral, my friend and I only estimated about 500 people in attendance, perhaps another 300 who had come and left after leaving flowers. A few people even came wearing "I am Georgian" badges to protest the current deportation of any suspect Georgian in Russia. Few Chechnyans came the the funeral, most likely out of fear for their safety. However, the next day in the Moscow newspaper, articles read that "thousands of mourners" attended the funeral, and that funeral did not have as much a political tone to it as it did of one paying respect to a great writer and journalist. Western media reported a little more accurately, saying that about a couple hundred people attended, and that a few were brave enough to make a political statement while they were there.


Part of the Russian Orthodox funeral procession include throwing flowers on the path of the deceased to their grave. There were hundreds of thousands of flowers brought to the funeral by mourners. Here is part of the sad and colorful trail to Anna Politkovskaya's grave.


Part of the funeral procession to Anna's burial site. Amazingly, anyone who came to the funeral was allowed to take part and follow the car. This was a truly amazing experience - watching people, in silence, walk a good quarter mile to Anna's grave, throwing flowers on the ground the whole way there. Some younger students came and stood along the road with large bouqets of flowers and ribbons with political statements such as "Anna's Politkovskaya's Death was one of politics" and"Anna - wrote the truth."


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My first living accomodations in Moscow. I stayed in a traditional Soviet-era apartment building, however the apartment I stayed in had just been "remodeled". There are two types of remodeling in Russia - Russian and European remodleing. European remodeling is what we Americans would consider a remodeling job - fixing up old with the new. Russian remodeling is fixing up the old with other old things - wallpaper, paint, wood - that have never been used before - even if the materials are 20 years old. Thus the 20 year-old wallpaper on my bedroom walls (below). The apartment was simple, but comfortable.

















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Finally! A decent update from Moscow

Ok, ok, ok - I'm sorry! Between the cultural shock, readjustment, school and generally just keeping my life in order, I realize that I've been incredibly negligent of my Blog. For this I apologize!

However, here I am, finally - and have FINALLY figured out how to post pictures directly to the Blog. I'm a little embarassed by this - I like to think of myself as technologically inclined - though I think that the rate of technological innovation has surpassed my rate of processing new things. I'm getting old.

Today marks the end of Week 7 here in Moscow. I guess in a way it's bad I'm counting the weeks I've been here, it's my way of remembering that I am not here forever and that time does pass. I've not totally adjusted to Moscow life yet, don't know that I ever will, or at least until my Russian gets good enough that I don't have to worry about being out on my own. Moscow has a much different feel than any other city I've ever been in - Paris, London, New York, DC - granted none of the other cities I've been in are as foreign as Moscow, but there's just a feeling in the air. Moscow is a very cold city - and I'm talking about both meanings of the word. People do not smile on the streets here, and I knew that coming over - but it's just hard to get used to people who always look mad or upset. Throw the weather on top of that and it's a good recipe for depression! It is getting cold here - only hits about 40 degrees now, but I like it. It's not the temperature that I mind, it's the constant cloudiness and gray of Moscow. I don't know whether to blame it on the weather or the pollution yet, but my guess is it's a good mix of both.

Ok, now for pics!

MGIMO

Wednesday, October 11, 2006
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Happy International Students!

Despite waiting in line for over an hour, Andrei (Hungary) and Tomash (Poland) are all smiles! Posted by Picasa

I'm back!

Wednesday, October 04, 2006
After a month-long hiatus, I'm back and ready to blog! Unfortunately, my account experienced some sort of malfunction and would not grant me access to my own blog! Everything's been worked out, and the lovely staff at Blogger.com has got me back up and running.

I'll be posting here real soon, and adding more pictures. Hope you are all doing well!

T-Minus - 14 hours

Saturday, August 26, 2006
4am EST and I just finished packing. Not because I needed the better part of 6 hours to pack, but because I also wanted to leave my room neat and tidy in the process. That and nerves and diet cola have got me awake. I know I need to get up in a couple short hours, and that after that I've got a long 36 hour trek ahead of me, but all the same, I can't sleep!

So many questions unanswered, and for so long I've been unable to answer them - at this point I just want to get on the damn plane and get to Moscow so I can learn the answers - no matter how bad they may be. (Question numero uno being, um - where am I going to live this year? Apparently letting you know your dorm assignment isn't up there on the school's "to-do" list.)

Knowing that I've got a couple of friends from Middlebury that will be in Moscow is certainly calming, and I hope to connect with them as soon as possible.

Not sure when I'll have time to update my blog again....hoping that I'll find an internet connection within my first few days in Moscow.

T-Minus 2 Days to Moscow

Thursday, August 24, 2006
And I can't sleep. Must be my old friend anxiety walking back into my life after the vacation that was Middlebury. Still fighting my cold, but hopefully will be healthy enough to fly-pain free on Saturday.

Returned home to NY with the family today, happy to be home...but at the same time dreading all of the unpacking, sifting, sorting and then-again packing that has become so systematic to me. My father has encouraged me to ignore my usual want to "nest" wherever I've moved, at least while I'm in Russia. What can I say? I like to feel at home. The worst part is after my job in DC last year, I've become an increasingly more efficient packer. Oh well, live and learn. I doubt I'll ever reach the suitcase and a backpack-type packer that some were at Middlebury, but I can still use to make some efforts at reduction.

Tomorrow and Friday bring a long of list of crossing t's and dotting i's before I leave the States - changing the registration on my car, cancelling my cell phone, making sure I have the items I need for Russia, basically wiping out any existing shred of my life here in the States and making sure that everything's lined up for my "new" life in Moscow. Unfortunately, at the moment I only have my first two night's accomodations in Moscow confirmed....let's hope they don't ship me back or force me on the streets during my first week (though that would be the most realistic Russian experience I might ever have).

Luckily, there are a handful of Middlebury students that will be stopping in Moscow during my first few days there, so I'm hoping that I can catch up with them, just so I don't spend my first week wandering the streets. Maybe we'll explore the city or our respective neighborhoods together - fingers crossed.

On "vacation"...

Monday, August 21, 2006
Well, scary to say, Middlebury is now a thing of my past - though what a great time it was. I will always have fond memories from my summer up there...and will always secretly hope that I have the opportunity to return.

Now, I'm back with the family and "on vacation" in Cape Cod. I use quotation marks only because I got the worst summer cold of my life as soon as I stepped off the Middlebury campus. I really did overdo it Wednesday night, and I think this is God's way of reminding me I'm no longer in college...and that fun must be had in moderation. So, here I sit in Panera Bread (my home away from home) with my hot tea and chicken soup, dressed in jeans and a sweater while everyone else dances around in their shorts and t-shirts. I only hope I get healthy by Saturday morning - I don't want to die on my 8 hour flight to Russia!

Speaking of Russia, I'm still in the dark as to where I'm living, what classes I'm taking, or even as to who may meet me at the airport. With 6 days to go, I'm doing my best not to get nervous and to approach this as one of the great adventures of my life. I need to get used to this last-minute kinda of lifestyle anyways, right? I do have a briefing with the Office of International Relations back in Albany, so I do have some sense that at least somebody other than me thinks that I will be studying at MGIMO in (gasp!) 9 days.

I've got three more days in Cape Cod, and I'm hoping to fit in at least one more day at the beach and some deep-sea fishing (my favorite Cape Cod activity). Here's to hoping I fit those in AND get healthy before I leave!

4 Days Left

Monday, August 14, 2006
Amazing. This summer has certainly gone by much quicker than expected, but at the same time is drawing to a close with perfect timing. People are getting tired of speaking in Russian - we're not all as smart in Russian as we are in English. The inability to articulate yourself clearly can cause severe complexes. The language pledge ends Wednesday, and people are antsy to get to "be smart" again.

Other than that, a lot has happened over the weekend. All of the sports teams have finished up - the Russian school has a pretty good record - coming in first in volleyball and second in soccer (out of nine schools). Our big Russian "spectacle" (concert) was last night, and just about everybody is wiped out at this point. I've got some photos on my website if you want to check them out.

Almost done!

Friday, August 11, 2006
Well, so sorry for the long break in posting. As you might imagine, things have been very busy in the last few weeks with the impending closing of the summer program. This past week has dragged, mainly due to the fact that our exit exams were conducted over the weekend, virtually leaving us without a break in our work week. That, and the fact that the Russian choir is visciously practicing (between 3-4 hours a day) for our show on Sunday. Got a full schedule of soccer and volleyball games this weekend as well, so needless to say after the show on Sunday I'll be ready for a drink or two (or three...).

It's really hard to believe that we've only got a week left to the program. I feel quite fortunate to have had the chance to study here - I know it's helped my Russian immensely. The friends and acquaintances here are wonderful, and I can only hope that I get to continue many of the friendships I've established here beyond the end of the program and while I'm in Moscow.

I'll be sure to put some new pictures up soon too. I realize my website is a bit boring now...once I get some time to work on the gidgets that come with this website I promise I'll make it more interesting. I hope to have video from the show after Sunday as well, and if I can manage to find a way to include that - you can be sure that I will.

Well, gotta study for my LAST oral exam - after that just one more test to go before the end of the program. Then onto a short vacation.....ahhh, life now is fast but good. :-) How are you all doing???

Wow, only three more weeks to go

Friday, July 28, 2006
Well, today closes week six here at Middlebury. I'm counting not because I want to leave, but quite the opposite - counting so that I know how much time left I have to take advantage of everything here and cram as much Russian into my brain as possible. How many weeks left do I have? Three. Not enough. Never enough.

Things have been a little up and down lately. Generally speaking my studies continue to progress well and I'm enjoying this break from real life. My leg is feeling much better and I'm able to play volleyball and visit the gym regularly again. Fingers crossed - I'll be able to play soccer next week. However I think six weeks of immersion is taking its toll; Though everyone here is so nice and there are plenty of things to do and people to do them with, I at the same time feel a little lonely. It's hard to live without the ability to express yourself articulately, and very frustrating. Sure, there are people who would listen, but would they know what you're talking about? Maybe, maybe not. At times this situation drives me to plow through the grammar and new vocabulary, and at other times it really makes me throw my hands up in the air and run until I sweat whatever's bothering me out of my system. I don't think I can run enough!

Luckily, I've found a good friend here. He seems to be in the same situation, and we do a pretty good job of alternating our turns to vent and then cheer each other up. If he'll let me, I'll get a picture of him up soon.

So, where the heck are you guys? No one's posted yet except Chris.....drop me a line, let me know what's going on in your world (or the world in general, sometimes it's easy to get disconnected here). Anyone hear about Ben getting engaged? Amazing!

I little bit of Russian for the readers...

Tuesday, July 18, 2006
I'm in an exceptionally good mood today, most likely because I finished my homework yesterday, actually got to sleep last night and the weather is starting to cool off. To celebrate this occasion, I want to leave you with my favorite Russian poem, written by the famous Anna Akmatova.

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О тебе вспоминаю я редко
И твоей не пленяюсь судьбой,
Но с души не стирается метка
Незначительной встречи с тобой.

Красный дом твой нарочно миную,
Красный дом твой над мутной рекой,
Но я знаю, что горько волную
Твой пронизанный солнцем покой.

Пусть не ты над моими устами
Наклонялся, моля о любви,
Пусть не ты золотыми стихами
Обессмертил томленья мои,—

Я над будущим тайно колдую,
Если вечер совсем голубой,
И предчувствую встречу вторую,
Неизбежную встречу с тобой.

And in English, that would be....


I think of you seldom,
and am not captivated by your fate,
but the mark left by our insignificant meeting
has not been cleansed from my soul.

I walk past your red house on purpose-
your red house above the muddy river;
but I know that I bitterly disturb
your sunpierced peace.

Maybe it was not you
who bent down over my lips craving my love,
maybe it was not you
who immortalized my yearning in golden verses...

I secretly cast spells over the future,
when the evenings are quite blue,
and I have a foreboding of a second meeting,
an inevitable meeting, with you.

Anna Akhmatova
1913

I never thought it could get this hot this far North...

Monday, July 17, 2006
Well, I've just successfully finished week 4 of the program and am quickly approaching the halfway point of the program. Time has flown! (As usual.) Was able to get a great break from dorm life yesterday when my suitemate Gerrie drove my roommates and I out to her house. Got to eat real (and really good) food, swim in her marvelous inground pool and even (shhh!) speak a little English. I didn't realize just how far I had gone from reality until I almost cried when I saw the fresh corn on the cob and grilled steaks - I even got a little teary. Needless to say, I went to bed last night a very happy person.

Today is a different story - thermometer hit 95 degree here today with over 65% humity. I realize that's not that hot (and shouldn't be for me especially after living in DC) but after you consider the fact that I'm living on the 4th floor of an dorm without air-conditioning - things get a little hot. I'm ready to go back to Gerrie's.

My Russian is coming much for freely and I'm working on widdling down the number of mistakes that I make in conversation (big hurdle for me). With any hope, I'll finish the summer with the ability to speak Russian to a Russian, without them having to watch them politely smile as they exercise the upmost patience with my grammatical mistakes. Someday I will conquer this language!